Lie back and gain bruises with me.

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-23T21:09:00

2004-03-24T02:16:40Z

Today I overheard my Mom talking, My pop-pop is in the hospital again, he had another seizure..my na-na hasnt been making sure he takes his meds. Im really scared I havent seen him in a while and the last thing Id want to do is see him well you know. ever since they took out parts of his brain he has been different. I dont remember it much before but I remmeber him comming to see us kids and he was sitting on my porch and I sat on his lap and he helped me with my math homework, that was when I was in 1st or 2nd grade. I didnt understand it much But he had a brain tumor and now he had another seizure due to my selfish step 'grandma'whatever I just wish I can go to SC to see him. I miss him alot and he doesnt remember much but he remembers the important things..Like he has people who love him very much.

today was a strange day really for me I had way to much trouble understanding things and I was really bouncy and really calm, spanish was the worst I just sat there and my teacher was being a dick. whatever I could care less I dont want to go to school tomarrow but I have to we finish makeing cookies but whatever Ill go home after 1st..........................
kill yourself
<3keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-22T20:19:00

2004-03-23T01:32:36Z

ello, Its about 830 and Im just getting on the computer, it feels like 6! yhea so I havent been up to much, lunch was cool today I pierced my ear and debbie pierced rachels and debbie tried hers but her ears are to hard....ew. yhea so it was girlly bonding but whatever I hope my madre dont see it but yhea blah blah blah its kinda low but hmm I can do another one soon..Im really tired I took a nap before it felt good. I want like I dont know more tea I drank like 7 or 8 cups already but I need more so oajsdnaishd syidbgisdh screw you! today was a fairly good day I mean I was really really happy and I dont seem to know why, it felt like the sun was shining on me..but I looked like shit today stupid jedi sweatshirt make me look fatter than I already am...god I love it though. Im just rambling on la la la la la Claire downloaded ska whore onto her mp3 I was like listning to it before 9th today hah but who cares really. ew this kid kevin kept called me a crack whore and stuff like it didnt bother me but it was really really annoying because WHy would keri do drugs? and was like ok keri you dont do drugs( all sarcasticly and stuff) god I wanted to punch him hes so effing annoying blah blah blah he sits next to me in band because Im really just that cool! uhhh I had salad for dinner and uhm fries because thats what we had in my house and I my stupid math teacher ist going to be in shcool tomarrow ...again! hah 3rd day kiss that. yhea I have like uhm 2 tests tomarrow....shtupid Mister "kill k nigger" took all of my bonus points away along with the rest of the class...god I swear hes in the KKK no joke he looks it...all tall skinny and really really really boring. but fuck him he really needs to take the cock out of his ass and stop giving us so many worksheets thats all we do every day new work sheet new day aosdnoasdsuiodnaosdisdnaosidnsidjoasi DICK! OK Im done.. yhea and mister field is confusing me more with the stupid rocks god who needs to know I hate rocks there stupid like any other thing that has to do with earth....aopsuigdy8!)(u3Y ok IM done now

la la la la la
kerilyn rose

Jacked this one from my beloved claire

2004-03-22T02:03:32Z

LAYER ONE
-- name: Keri
-- birthplace: Long Island
-- current location: S town rep the 631
-- eye color: brown
-- hair color: brownish/blondish
-- height: 5'5?
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: scorpio
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: Irish,hungarian
-- the shoes you wore today: adidias tech star
-- your weakness: lollypops
-- your fears: airplanes
-- your perfect pizza: cheese
-- goal you'd like to achieve: "get a boyfriend"
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: I dont know?
-- your thoughts first waking up: no
-- your bedtime: Whenever
-- your most missed memory: summer//last year
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: coke
-- mcdonald's or burger king: ew
-- single or group dates: group
-- adidas or nike: adidas
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: snapple is the bestest
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate<3
-- cappuccino or coffee: tea

LAYER FIVE:
do you...
-- smoke: nope
-- cuss: Fuck no
-- sing: badly
-- take a shower everyday: yes
-- have a crush: sure?
-- do you think you've been in love: nah
-- want to go to college: yeah
-- like(d) high school: yes
-- want to get married: hopefully<3
-- believe in yourself: sometimes
-- get motion sickness: nope
-- think you're a health freak: HA
-- get along with your parent(s): psh
-- like thunderstorms: best
-- play an instrument: yup french horn

LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: nope
-- smoked: nah
-- done a drug: no
-- had sex: no
-- gone on a date: nope
-- gone to the mall?: yes
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: almost
-- eaten sushi: nooo
-- been on stage:no
-- been dumped: no
-- gone skating: no
-- made homemade cookies: yessm
-- dyed your hair:yes
-- stolen anything:nope

LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing:no
-- if so, was it mixed company: no
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated:intoxicated on life
-- been caught "doing something": doing what?
-- been called a tease: naw
-- gotten beaten up: nope
-- shoplifted: nah
-- changed who you were to fit in: psh

LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: perhaps mid- late 20's
-- numbers and names of children: mabey 1
--how do you want to die: drowning in jello
-- where you want to go to college: south
--what do you want to be when you grow up: chef
-- what country would you most like to visit: austrailia

LAYER NINE:
in a guy/girl..
-- best eye color? blue//green
-- best hair color? black//brown
-- short or long hair: medium
-- height: tall
-- best weight: not to skinny not to fat
-- best articles of clothing:shirts,pants,shoes
-- best first date location: out of the house
-- best first kiss location: mouf

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 3 mabey 4
-- # of CDs that i own: alot
-- # of piercings: oh boy
-- # of tattoos: none yet
-- # of scars on my body: lots
-- # of things in my past that i regret: ....alot

thats it really <3

HUBWFUISHAOSK

2004-03-21T16:31:49Z

good morning everyone!
yesterday was cool, I went to the show and such, then I came home...nothing big and today Im home alone cause the 'rents are at a tent party and lisa is going to work so yhea whatever. I felt the need to update this thing. so yhea uhm BAGELS

<3 keri

Mall

2004-03-20T04:19:49Z

Ok so me and rachel mac went to the mall. yhea it was cool we uhm got some clothes and talked alot(well I did) and then we saw people who needed money and they wanted to take me home. she was cool, I want her as a mom her name was amanda and she had cool shoes.then we left and screamed outside alot and went to borders, we got stuff then left. it was the best.

I dont need glasses I do have a small problem in my right eye, they need to keep an eye on it to make sure it doesnt get worse w/e Im tired I suppose and uhm poor so If you want to give me money please do because I would accept it.

<3yawn
keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-19T15:18:00

2004-03-19T20:19:40Z

Lisa failed her road test :( poor thang SHE CANT DRIVE ME ANYWERE NOW! ugh w/e Hopefully she gets it soon. I have my eye docters appt. at like 430 then I want to go out..call me for plans.

<3Kerirose

Wake up and smell the...pizza?

2004-03-18T23:46:40Z

yhea I took a nap today ugh I needed it Im so fucking confused I hate this, I hate everything, god just fucking LAST WEEK whatever nothings gonna change it but fuck it. well yhea stuff is wierd like I said and like claires avoiding me, I dont want to say she doesnt understand why I did it in the first place because she probaaly knows but I dont know if she like agnoledged it or whatver god this sucks I saw her and I dont even know. I really do hate girls I really do so yhea. Im cold, tired and I didnt eat since lunch so yhea I guess noone left stuff for keri to make for dinner..noone is home and Im not qutie sure why, I just remember yelling and stuff but yhea lisa hopefuly will get home soon and such but..ok I thing Im going to make some coffee now becuase Im cold tired and groggy

<3akshdbasudhsuydbasbdsaosjkdbakls
keri

ugly attack!

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-17T21:24:00

2004-03-18T02:28:46Z

chuck e cheese is boring but...I got free tokens and free mello yello
and stuff yhea w/e

ugh

2004-03-17T20:53:39Z

Wow I came home today pretty darn happy. Then I read claires journal. I just want to say thank you to her. She probablly ruined my entire softball season because we dont have enough for a team now cause of her and krista. I mean I dont know if they knew but I was pretty damn sure. Not only am I hurt but my dad is too. he works so hard for the team thats like his second life I dont think I even want to play cause what if I happen to be playing them I dont think I can play against my bestfriend and because the sight of a softball will make me sick to my fucking stomach. she really hurt my feelings and my dads the last thing he said about it was "thats so fucking rotten" I really agree we dont have a team anymore we barely had enough we had like literally 10 girls...I guess the bombers wont come back this year

<333Love
Kerilyn Rose

oasidhas

2004-03-16T20:19:30Z

wow today sucks. I broke my camera 2 times and i cant fix it now....god I hate everything Im way to irratable now. Its a bad day but yesturday was great! I went to debbies we went uptown and mumbo jumbo, we got a free drink from starbucks and then I got picked up and whent babysitting, god I got like 10 bucks less than I was supposed to but w/e. yhea that guy cory was cool too I suppose?

<333333deathtoamour
kerilyn

New computer

2004-03-15T01:03:23Z

hey everyone I got this really nice new computer from my grandparents.I love it. its hotter than old men on nudebeaches past 4:30. If that makes sense agian. Ok so today was ok I guess I had teaand cookies with grandma dorathy, we also talked about how money is spent these days, and ghosts and we told ghost stories, and lisa told a weird one, but I believe it it was really really cool though I missed my grandma. then my dad and other grandma got the computer, then I went to scmea and stuff so yhea once again nothing much...school tommarow and Im watchin the simpsons....Word

<33333muchoamour
Kerilyn Rose

♥ Dont go?

2004-03-14T04:36:20Z

wow today was off the fucking calender? If that makes sense. I fell asleep finaly around 3 mabey? I dont remember, I lost my remote for my tv and I couldnt find my bag, it was really quite, but really too loud. I wanted to cry. then I went to scmea.then got in a fight with the fadge and lisa. then went to lizzies suprise party! then movies then home. not much. Im really tired and stuff so yhea no use in todays journal entry

screw you
♥</white>keri♥</white>

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-12T21:17:00

2004-03-13T02:30:48Z

I dont feel like going ANYWERE tomarrow, noone deserves it, I mean especially noone I dont get it but noone isnt going to see me there tomarrow Noone! you here me Im not going

Fuck you
Keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-10T17:31:00

2004-03-10T22:40:26Z

Hey everyone! alot has happend in the last 2 days, not really alot but, just enough. Yesterday was like uber bad messed up day. I broke my camera(but luckily fixed it) into like 50000 pieces,I cried :(. Then I like ripped apart my nail and whoa I slept from like 3-7 then from 745-6 haha wow Im just cool like that. Yhea Im really not feeling so good lately. everytime I eat its all like "keri I dont like your stomach so Im going to beat it with a stick" you know what I mean. Ive been napping alot too once again when I came home today.GOD I hope I don't have what lizzie has.....MONO!...... Its really cold and liz is coming back to school tomarrow after like a week, I saw her before though she had no cold water in her house so she took a shower here..hahh my uncle came and she popped out the window oh man he was like "who the fuck was that" oh man!
well I best be wrapping this thing up I dont want anyone to go all psycho reading this.

<3333 muchoamour
Kerilyn Rose

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-07T16:46:00

2004-03-07T21:48:09Z

nothing is going on and its boring out, the rents are going out tonight again adn my foot hurts hope your day was better than mine

<333amour
Keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-07T13:45:00

2004-03-07T18:45:24Z

Kerilyn

Siamese Fighting Fish

Agility
7

Strength
5

Stamina
9

Battle Rating
21

Origins
Kerilyn was hatched from an ancient egg, uncovered in the arctic

Werd

2004-03-06T23:00:29Z

Hey everyone!
the last few days have been super de duper! Ok so thursday I found out that I was going to be in SCMEA haha wow 1 day to learn music woot!

Yesterday was sexy, I got picked up from escuela and then we dropped lisa off at the mall. Then I went to claires. hahah wow that claire, she must be on somethin'! we went to boreders and did a reenactment of the simpsons episode with christopher walken and goodnight moon ahhah wow everyone was just staring at us.we bought stuff and yhea then we came home and talked to people online and then we played with love voodoo dolls ahhaha wow it was fun. then I went home :(

today I had SCMEA! 5 hours!I was 6th out of eight and I just got my musica haha the people behind me must suck really bad. haha then we picked up claire. we just came back from CHANS kitchen and CVS. CLaire is trying to break my chair by having sex with it. shes odd. she cant get anyone else too bad, thats what the love kit is for

<333333333muchoamour
Kerilyn

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-04T19:01:00

2004-03-05T00:05:17Z

I lost my USB cable for my camera :( no more pictures untill that sucker is found or untill i spend 5.00 on 50 pictrues

god this sucks my nips

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I talked to emily smith before, yhea she still doesnt like me or whatever but she thinks I hated her, nah I never hated her I just dont like the "problems" between us. just really confused about every reason why or something I dont know whatever its all stupid. everything is stupid about fighting and hating I dont get it I hate when two people hate eachother and its not alot better when they hate me....welcome to the world of girls...rumors lies and gossip spreads faster than AIDS
AMOUR<3 keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-03-04T16:08:00

2004-03-04T21:09:19Z

....and so I update.....

GOD

2004-03-01T02:56:01Z

man my dad is being an asshole hes screaming at me god ugh pissed off much? yhea ok so whatever Im abusive and he doesnt know who I think I am anymore or something like that..what bullshit

Yesterday- Rachel mac came over and we did some cool girly things,put fake nails on, do our hair, GOD! hahah yhea we got movies and whatched those while my partents were out and lisa came home and I freaked, great night really it was so much fun just eating food and talking someone I can trust

Today- SHow molly blooms, not as good as the one in hicksville but really fun..it was old school like good stuff I liked it, It made me miss the old days were I wore my leather jackets and listended to the buzzcocks black flag and like the ramones...hah Im wearing my leather jacket now, fuck the dumb cows I still wont eat um but i wear em. I saw paul todya too I missed him we talked and I left my handcuffs in starbucks hahah wow fun fun fun

the kid with the black flag shirt was hot...the sXe talk was funny too hahaha just take those things away and have as much sex as you want oh man what a character.

IM back to the old me and i feel better than ever, I finally am happy again and I dont need noone to tell me what to do or how to do it fuck the world
I love everyone today and it feels so good to be happy again

<333333333333MUCHOAMOUR
Kerilyn

bruisedxxego @ 2004-02-27T21:28:00

2004-02-28T02:32:32Z

nosebleed from crying so much

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY FUCKING SAY IT

<3333fuckyouamour
keri fox

bruisedxxego @ 2004-02-27T19:27:00

2004-02-28T00:31:29Z

hello fools. Nothing new mabey a few headaches and broken hearts but nothing new. Leave one if you feel like expressing your thoughts and feelings and everything.Be cool and leave one

<33333333muchoamour
keri

Misery has entered

2004-02-26T01:29:51Z

MAN OH MAN...MY family is so funny..
ok so these people who surveyd my grandpa called and my dad pretended to be him..he said the cereal gave him diareah "I know bran helps it come out but this stuff is like rocket fuel"
"lets just say the texture was better goin in the comming out" hahah oh man it was so funny..then my grandpa was like them niggers and my mom got mad and said "dont say those words" and he was like "those black niggers" hahah oh man nothing funnier than old people having conversations about the runs and black people hahah wow..ok nothing cool..my tummy hurts :( ok whatever

<33333333muchoamour
Keri

bruisedxxego @ 2004-02-24T20:50:00

2004-02-25T01:54:00Z

wow people seem to have a problem with me being friends with liz...they leave comments on like peoples band sites saying its me? whats the point seriously what the fuck have I done to you? WHat did liz do to you..and why is everyone convinced Im a lesbian...what have I ever done with a girl?

wired on coke

2004-02-23T23:41:31Z

MOOD-wow everything is quite a blur and its really getting strange.I dont like this feeling at all and I want it to end. I havent slept in 2 days except for the hour I snuck in when I got home but that was it. I also havent been eating good, today I had pasta and an english muffin Im going to die of like O.D on carbs or something I dont like it. things around the house are really strange too, mommy is being like really different and all like talky its good but wierd I mean she wakes me up, I get in the shower and when i go back to my room shes sleeping on my bed. I woke her up and we talked for like 15 minuts and again when she woke me up before.

Yesterday was cool. I hung out with debbie but i feel really bad, I wasnt nice to her at all, she also lost 52$ :( Im really sorry debbie, I didnt mean to be a bitch

saterday was nice too, I went babysitting but i blew my cash already. I got a cool belt and socks and lisa owes me 10 bucks too. BLACK OUT!

well my journal looks different IM wired on coke and I doubt sleep with be my friend tonight but I might as well give it a good shot.hey you never know

<333333 amour
Keri